March 21st

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

my sister has said she is having a breakdown, in due pat to losing her baby, i find it hard to talk to her through being around my family, in fact, she keeps mentioning the BNP, how they knocked on her door the other day, how my Mum knows one from school, how;

their children are taking part in Holy Communion.

How, though she lives in a area of lots of Nigerian families, somehow they avoid them.

I walked to my cousins, the other day, he is mad, comes out with lots of sick sentences, and racism.

On the way there, I saw a woman walking her baby in a pram, she looked really fragile.

Further down the road, I met two african men, and said Hi, whilst twisting my headphone lead around my hands worriedly...'Are you ok?' one them asked, and the other one said ?:

'What, the white women are going mad????'

'Ye-ah.' I replied worriedly...

And kept walking, he looked worried, like; 'oh shit.'